sometimes when i think meeting u is the luckiest day in my life....but after been together..i just realize that is not the one i want in my life.... u pampering me...u look after me... u take me in a good care... but... u dont even know wht exactly i want n i hope in my life.... u dont let me go into ur life... i dont even know what u think on ur mind... i try my best to let u feel comfortable to be with me... let u dont worry about anything in this house... but no matter how many effort i put on i still cant feel anything from u which u like or dislike what i do for u... weather u appriciated or not...

today i wake under an exciting and fwding condition...but i guess i will b dissapointing now... i know u need have a rest after whole night worked....i tot i can  pretending b nothing and just welcoming u with a charming smile after u wake up... i think u forgot what we have to do today.... i dont wanna wake u up since i been wake u once before but u just refused.... well...what should i said??? speechless...

still have few more day i need to b go bked to the place i belong to... i hope i can do anything for u before i head bk home and leave u a good memory....a lots of think i wish to do and go...but without u all the plane wont u running.... mayb for u is not so important... sigz...

*really need a time to think properly what should i can do under tis relation ...should i cont or discont..

sudden think to write something here instead of just surfing on the web... basically wht i had been done in cny n velentine's... nth much... tis yr is the worsted yr i've been overalll... so many thing was happen in my life... mind been stucked... sometimes really feel life is hard for me...really hope do have ppl able to cheer me up...  well.. tis wht i just try to blame here...of course i will do my best to b solve all the taint i've been facing...

the most sadness happen was i dont even know wht going's wrong wit the ppl. Ppl can just run away from u without any reason and end up turn to all the outside ppl trying to ask "why why why??"...well...seriously...i really dont know wht happen which i dont even know how to answer or reply... i aso hope someone could tell me wht is happened!!!!! oh well...mayb i really doing something wrong in which the way i dont know... but ppl without telling u a reason then u been punished tat's really crapz!!!! i trying very hard to forget n doing myself... but ppl surrounded keep asking n asking n telling n talking... which really hard for me ....

the other....i hate most "LIE"... which i found out ppl really like to talk lie... mayb in some situation lie is no harm on it..but lie too much really make ppl feel tat u such a silly person. is that when u talked lie to ppl they wont feel any guilty or even feel that's really will make ppl turn into trouble??? sometimes i really feel am i treat ppl too friendly or when u feel they really ur frined but end up ppl just try to kill u wit a knife behind ur back.. that's i really feel so bleeding, so pain so hurt.  Or my personality have a problem??? so sad!!!!

 when i think everything is running smoothly....

but actually there's some happen...

i wanna be the way that i am,

but i cant be do anything in the end up....

there's a big round circle change in my life...(i think)

new life-->new friends' circle-->new lifestyle-->moment!!

would that be good for me to start up my new stuff???

hmm..in physicially..it's good for me...but in reality..it's hard for me to start a new lifecycle..

dont know wht everything now is just been out of my mind...

usually i hope the thing can just go by the way i want..

but end up it's become different...

am my request is too high??or just think too mcuh??

i dont know and no answer at the moment..

but i belive time will let me know.

it's quite a long time didnt upload my blog here...

some many words i want to share wit u guys...

but i just dont know where should i started to write here,

so just simply said wht's my mind thinking during this moment....

the past will be end up for me~~!!!!

well...after all those unhappy happen..

let's share something that's i found out very funny...

hmm..during fews wk before..i been running up to clubing in "shen" celebrating friends birthday...

we just try doing some stupid inside and take a shoot of it..

this definately funny and basically it's very memorable...

anyway...the party was fun and just hope to share wit u all...

it's time to stop..have a good time my all sweet love....

happy birthday sherry babes!!